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Vaccine Truths:
It was back in 1999 when I first heard anything negative about routine vaccinations. I had already fully vaccinated our oldest daughter Erika, and she had experienced several severe reactions to her inoculations. Of course the medical establishment assured me that her reactions had nothing to do with the recently given shots, and I believed them based on the blind faith that we are all raised to have in doctors. I did have my doubts, but since no one affirmed them I had no reason to believe otherwise. Erika was born in 1996 and was a beautiful and healthy baby until she began receiving her shots. After that she was still beautiful, but definitely not healthy. You can read more about Erika on “Our Story” page…

When I was pregnant with Nicolas in 1999 and early 2000 I began eating a Vegan diet, juicing vegetables, and exploring the use of food as medicine. It was through Hallelujah Acres that I learned about vaccine dangers, and I was surprised yet relieved to finally learn what had happened to our daughter. I was not well myself, and candida was a constant problem for everyone in our house at the time. We tried everything from Nystatin, to Diflucan, to Gentian Violet and probiotics with no success. So I decided to change our diets. Thus began a long chain of events that changed the way we ate little by little over the years.

During my pregnancy I was still taking Elijah for his well child checkups and vaccinations. So Erika and I were exposed to the viral load during this time that is an inevitable part of the vaccine shedding process. We were unaware that Nicolas was also being adversely affected inutero, but looking back that was definitely a source of virus for him too. I took Elijah for his 15 month shots a little late due to illness, and so they “doubled up” and gave him the ones he had missed all at once. This was before my Hallelujah Acres reading, and I am so sorry that I exposed him to this overload of toxins which set the stage for his future autism diagnosis.

Perhaps Elijah would have been autistic even without the vaccine overload, just like his brother Nicolas is. We will never know the exact triggers, but we do know that the cumulative vaccine damage was passed down for generations and it certainly has done its damage. One very important fact that we have learned while studying the vaccine issue is that the damage can be hereditary. Genes are the blueprint of our make-up as people, and once they are altered by vaccines they stay that way. This means that my children received my damage through the “gift” of heredity. The question then becomes why aren’t all children autistic if the majority of us have had our genes damaged by vaccines?

The answer has two parts…. First of all, the inherited damage and predisposition to disease (including autism) cannot be changed. The deciding factor is in the gene expression. Say that sentence out loud with me “THE DECIDING FACTOR IS IN THE GENE EXPRESSION.” It’s a very important sentence for understanding autism and genetic damage. Let me explain…In our case, ALL of our children inherited our damaged genes. Thanks to government mandated vaccine programs, virtually everyone has damaged genes these days! The reason only SOME of them developed autism has to do with their own individual gene expressions. These expressions are affected (or changed) by several things including diet, lifestyle, and environmental and toxic exposures. (For more about these exposures and how to avoid them please see our pages titled “Natural Living” and “Dietary Information”.) Anyway, it is obvious that our damaged genes have to do with neurological functioning as evidenced by having 3 kids with autism, and 2 more with related disorders. It is my belief that our boys developed autism and not our girls because they were predisposed to it due to our genetic damage, they had the necessary environmental insults to bring it out, and they are BOYS (which makes them four times more likely to develop an autistic disorder as we all know). I will never know what the triggers were for each of them that brought the autism out, but at this point it is irrelevant. It is what it is and we have to move on from here to treat it with continued urgency.

I cannot explain this as eloquently as the truth seekers who have been researching this subject for years, and therefore I urge you to read Dr. Rebecca Carley’s essay which is appropriately titled “Vaccines : The Real Weapons of Mass Destruction. Click here for the link to this article… WMD

In addition to this essay, the following books have been very eye opening for me. I encourage you to purchase some of them from www.thinktwice.com, or to find them used on eBay. They are:

1. Vaccines, Autism and Childhood Disorders  (By: Neil Z. Miller)
2. Vaccines: Are They Really Safe and Effective?  (By: Neil Z. Miller)
3. Vaccinations, Social Violence and Criminality: Medical Assault on the American Brain (By: Harris Coulter)
4. Vaccinations and Immune Malfunctions (By: Harold E. Buttram, M.D.
5. Immunization: Theory vs. Reality (Neil Z. Miller)
6. Murder By Injection: Story of the Medical Conspiracy Against America (By: Eustace Mullins)
7. Vaccination: 100 Years of Orthodox Research Shows that Vaccines Represent a Medical Assault on the Immune System (By: Vera Scheibner- it’s about SIDS)

I have always been a little controversial in my beliefs, but now I am uncovering the proof that these ideas are not at all far-fetched. Many people will choose to believe the lies that we are continuously being fed, and I hope that you will not be one of them. Don’t take my word for it, but do your own research and read the recommended books and websites to further inform yourself.

During your research you will come across many people who are pointing the finger at mercury (a.k.a.  thimerasol) in vaccines as the main cause of autism. Please don’t be fooled as I was for so long. Although mercury is extremely toxic and causes many problems of its own, it is not the sole cause of vaccine induced autism. In fact, the MMR is the vaccine that has been the most widely implicated in causing regressive autism, and yet that vaccine has NEVER contained mercury at all! When you dig a little deeper it will become obvious to you that it is the toxic combination of preservatives and chemicals, combined with the viruses themselves that assault the immune system and wreak havoc with our genes. This assault can cause a myriad of problems, one of which is autism.

Many people do not want to believe that vaccines could cause so many problems for us all. They just cannot fathom that our government and our doctors would do anything less than protect us all from the “threat of deadly disease”. Many of these people also ascribe to the theory that the increase in cases of autism is due largely in part to recognizing and diagnosing the disorder more often. However, to say that such a huge increase is due to better diagnostic techniques is just plain ridiculous. If there was an epidemic of neurologically impaired children running around at ANY other point in the past, the world would surely have noticed. Even if they didn’t call it autism per say, it would have been noticed and classified as something. But that didn’t happen until the number of vaccines continued to grow and therefore disrupt the genes of several generations that would go on to have the children with autism that make up this epidemic. The only people who say otherwise are either uninformed, or deliberately misleading the public into believing this fallacy so that the truth will not be uncovered. We must BE the change that we want to SEE, and we must do it NOW before the entire next generation is lost to a barrage of illness and disease.

Perhaps you are wondering why even more children don’t have autism, since most of us have genetic damage and we live in a very toxic world. The answer to that is also given in Dr. Carley’s excellent paper that I have referenced above. The abbreviated answer is that the gene damage can be expressed in other ways. This is why we are also seeing a huge increase in other childhood diseases such as juvenile diabetes, severe food allergies, ADHD, Tourette’s syndrome, and many other things that are addressed in her essay. This makes perfect sense to me. Haven’t you ever heard an older person say, “When I was a child we didn’t have all of these diseases and behavioral problems…” And they are right. Now virtually everyone knows someone with autism and someone with cancer as well. Are you beginning to see the connection?

The decision to stop vaccinating our children was not an easy one to make back in 1999. We were steeped in so many years of brainwashing by the medical community that we were afraid NOT to vaccinate…But in light of what happened to our daughter Erika from her vaccines, we were even more afraid to CONTINUE vaccinating. Back then we didn’t have the resources or knowledge that we do now, and therefore we waivered in our decision during those early years. Although we never gave Erika, Elijah or Nicky any more shots, we did end up giving Leah and Jacob a couple. Our doctor at the time scared us to death with horror stories of “what COULD happen if you don’t vaccinate…” and because of this we submitted them to the Hib and Prevnar vaccines. She believed that these two were vital, and assured us that because they did not contain mercury (another uninformed person you see) there was no risk of the kids developing any “problems” like their siblings did. We read the package inserts, and although they DID contain ingredients that I now know to be toxic poisons, they DID NOT contain mercury and so we allowed them to be injected. That was a big mistake as they both ended up with neurological damage. But again, because the genetic damage was already done and passed down from Kevin and me, we can only assume that those were the triggers that pushed them over the edge. Whatever the case, I’m sure that vaccines were at the root of their descent, be it their vaccines or ours (or more likely a combination of both).

In later years as we wizened up and changed our lives, I gave birth to two baby girls just 18 months apart (2006 & 2008). By this time we had been living organically and green for several years, and had reduced our overall exposures to toxins considerably. We had also moved to another part of the country that is a little cleaner, and of course we did NOT give either girl a single vaccine. By this point in our lives we were so opposed to vaccines that it became easy to see that we were doing the right thing. In addition to our health concerns, we are also Christians and we have a religious and moral opposition to vaccinating our children. You probably don’t realize this, but as I discovered through my pro-life volunteer work back in Maryland, many vaccines are cultured on human diploid cells. That is the fancy name for aborted fetal tissue.

Yes, you read that correctly, and I am sad to say that our nation’s young are being injected with dead baby parts. In fact I am APALLED by that truth, and I want all Christians to know that these vaccines are surely NOT of God. He, in His perfect wisdom, created us with strong immune systems that were designed to fight off disease and infection. We are damaging our immune systems and altering our genetic blueprints one vaccine at a time. You may be reading this and WANT to stop vaccinating, but you are scared like I use to be. Well, I cannot advise or prescribe because I am not a doctor (and I don’t want to be), but I can tell you some of the things we do to keep our children healthy and you can copy my ideas if you choose. If you are interested in learning about how we boost our children’s natural immunities, you can read about it on our “Natural Living” page. Also, please remember that God is the author of FAITH and NOT FEAR… so please don’t waste time being afraid, just get busy and start healing your family!

Back to my baby girls… Sarah and Trinity make numbers 6 and 7 respectively. Since they have been raised naturally from birth and completely unvaccinated, they have not had any assaults on their immune systems to push them over the edge, and we plan to keep it that way. If I am starting to border on the neurotic side about this, you should understand why. With 5 neurologically damaged kiddos to help, I am ready to have a couple easy ones for a change! Sarah is almost 2 and she is right on target developmentally. In addition, she has never had an ear infection, the flu, or any major illness. She was breastfed for over a year, cloth diapered (most of the time), and fed organically. Trinity is just a wee baby right now, but is developing just like Sarah did which is very encouraging. She is very advanced for her age, has started rolling over early, makes fabulous eye contact, and sleeps wonderfully! That is the HUGE difference with these two. My other 5 never slept through the night until they were around 3 YEARS of age, and a few later than that, leaving their poor mother walking around zombie like for years! I never knew that babies would actually sleep for more than 30 minutes at a time or so. Are my genes still damaged? Yep. But I have been able to change the genetic expression in my girls through life style changes and a lot of prayer.

The other children have also benefitted from our life style changes, but there is still much repair and recovery work to be done because of the previous assaults to their immune systems. So we are in the process of detoxifying them- removing, rebuilding, and renewing their little bodies so that they will enjoy future health and hopefully longer lives. Sharing this information with others that we know has proved to be quite a problem as they usually view us as extreme, and many outright disagree with us or try to change our minds regarding the truth. To those people I say this…

We will never again blindly follow the lies that our government, FDA, Big Pharma, and the medical establishment are trying to sell us. We promise not to openly evangelize you concerning these truths unless you are interested. In return, we ask that our decisions are respected regarding our children’s health, and that you do not try to engage us in a debate about “why we are wrong…” At this point, there is ample proof that we are indeed walking in the truth in this area, and so we urge you to investigate before you discriminate. Our lives have been affected by the system more than most people can even imagine, and it has now become our lives work to recover our children and to speak the truth. Our greatest wish for you is that you also someday see the truth, so that your health and the health of your own children can be its best. We will be here for you if you ever have any questions along the way, and we hope you have a wonderful journey on the road to wellness!!!

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